Are you Post-Abortive?


Have you had an abortion(s)? Do you have feelings of guilt; shame; regret; or attacks of anxiety, because of the decision you made?

Please know that I neither judge nor condemn you for that decision. I have no idea what was going on in your life at that time, neither do I know the circumstances of your pregnancy, or why you made the choice for abortion.

As an Abortion Recovery Peer Counselor I have listened to women speak about their abortion experience and the struggles they have had coming to terms with the decision they made. I write my blog from a heart of compassion and understanding for each and every woman who has ever endured the trauma of abortion and now deals with the painful aftermath of that experience.

Friday, February 5, 2010

One Young Woman's Personal Testimony

Hi, my name is Tracy and this is my testimony...

In the spring of 2007 I came across an ad in my neighborhood news letter which said that they were offering a "Post Abortive" Bible Study at a nearby church. For some reason I kept going back to that ad and reading it over and over again… I was drawn to it.

For several years I had been in and out of depression… I didn’t know why…

When I was 18 years old I had the first of my two abortions, and it was after that experience that I started drinking until I blacked out. At that time I also became very promiscuous, had nightmares, and started having panic attacks; fear and grief were my constant companions. I went through many years of pain since my first abortion.

Because this had all happened when I was younger I didn’t make the connection between the abortion experience and my depressed condition. I didn’t understand that the emotional pain I suffered with for years was a result of my two abortions.

At the time when I came upon the ad I had been saved for a couple years, and knew in my head that I was forgiven but I guess my heart did not know it yet. I met with Yvonne and agreed to attend the Bible Study. It was then that I realized I had not grieved my loss... And I really did not know before then that the Lord didn't want me to hold on to that pain any longer.

Long story short: The Lord got a hold of me in 2004; He saved and delivered me instantly from all the drugs and alcohol. Then in 2007 I guess He wanted to do a deeper work in my heart. That is when I came across the "Post Abortive Bible Study." I was in SHOCK!! I knew that the Lord forgave me for going through abortion, but I had NO IDEA He wanted to actually heal me from the pain that it caused.

He has not only healed me from the pain and suffering of something horrible that I did, but He has used it to help others who need to know that they can be healed too...

I can't tell you how much emotional and spiritual freedom I now have since going through that Bible Study...

                                      …Thank You Lord.     

                  

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